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<!--Generated by Squarespace Site Server v5.11.81 (http://www.squarespace.com/) on Tue, 14 Feb 2012 12:55:44 GMT--><rdf:RDF xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:rss="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/" xmlns:admin="http://webns.net/mvcb/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:cc="http://web.resource.org/cc/"><rss:channel rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/"><rss:title>Lunch Break Lit</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/</rss:link><rss:description></rss:description><dc:language>en-US</dc:language><dc:date>2012-02-14T12:55:44Z</dc:date><admin:generatorAgent rdf:resource="http://www.squarespace.com/">Squarespace Site Server v5.11.81 (http://www.squarespace.com/)</admin:generatorAgent><rss:items><rdf:Seq><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prayer-part-3.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-priest-part-2.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-christian-part-1.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/1/5/crossing-this-side-of-paradise-a-three-minute-short-story.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/12/22/the-thief-of-life.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/12/7/the-bus-stop.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/10/11/7-questions-with-the-lunch-break-jenn-scheck-kahn-co-creator.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/10/7/a-black-hallway.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/8/21/excerpt-from-the-rodina-plot.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/8/19/ill-remember-you.html"/></rdf:Seq></rss:items></rss:channel><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prayer-part-3.html"><rss:title>Valentine: The Prayer - Part 3</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prayer-part-3.html</rss:link><dc:creator>James Dugan</dc:creator><dc:date>2012-02-11T03:23:21Z</dc:date><dc:subject>God Jesus Meditation Morning Mountains Prayers Rome Valentine</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/bikracer/42858331/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2012_02-feb-pics/Valentine%203.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1328967942504" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">bikracer</span></span>Valentine rose early for his prayers. The night was still holding itself against the break of dawn, but there were a few streaks of red in the eastern sky. He would walk from his small abode and set forth for the open woods outside of the town. Everyone was still asleep and he enjoyed the solitude and peace. He would walk slowly through the town and bless each door as he passed. He always chose a different route for his Morning Prayer and would cover all the houses in a week&rsquo;s time. His stature was not tall and he was thin, so if an old woman were to peer from her window in the early morning dusk, she would perhaps think the figure of Valentine was a ghost. This was especially true today because the fog was coming thick with the day and the mist swept across the small streets and alleys rising only to the top of the houses.</p>
<p>He walked from the town and outside of the gates. It had been three weeks since the soldiers had left for their northern tour and the field was still sprinkled with their remnants. Old metals shields and pots lingered around black frozen campfires and the bare ground was just beginning to recover with shoots of weeds and dandelions. The nights were cold in this part of the valley but the days would warm and allowed the vegetation and flowers to bloom in the sun-filled afternoon.</p>
<p>This was Valentine&rsquo;s favorite part of the day. He would spend hours just past the open fields and before the woods grew thick with trees. The ground rose from the town and began to descend at the beginning of the forest. In between the two there rose a plateau looking over the glorious mountains of the east and north. There would be dark shadows against the paling sky when Valentine approached, but by the end of his first prayers the color would bask a glorious purple. Today he saw the first glimpse of white on the caps and knew the snow had fallen in the night. Here in this majestic sight, he would feel the presence of God and ask him for his guidance. He would sing his vespers as the coming sun rose over the mountains in the brilliant awakening of another of God&rsquo;s perfect miracles.</p>
<p>Valentine had grown to love the countryside of his small parish and saw God in every minute detail of nature. Nowhere else in the day could Valentine clearly see God&rsquo;s divine plan with such clarity. He would allow himself to feel the wind and growing warmth against his face and arms as he rose to meet the day.</p>
<p>The last hour he would turn to the town and pray for the people. The machinations of men did not comfort as easily as nature. He would stay focused on the humanity struggling to find reason and peace in the daily hardships and sacrifices. He prayed for strength for God&rsquo;s people in the face of war and taxes, sickness and death, infidelity and anger. His prayers scanned the litany of hardships the people faced. He asked for faith. He prayed for his own weaknesses to be forgiven and guidance in his daily work. He prayed for God&rsquo;s church to grow and prosper in the land and the world. He prayed for Jesus&rsquo; love to fill all his days and works. This was the prayer of a humble servant. He spoke these prayers to the wind. He would cry and laugh as he spoke of his past day and hopes and fears of the present and future.</p>
<p>Here on the high plateau outside of town, God answered each prayer and filled Valentine with faith. On this day, Valentine cried at the visage of the splenderous mountains and sky. He spoke quiet and knelt in homage to the breaking of the day. He was bent in earnest to hear the words of comfort from God. The sun had rose fully when Valentine had finished and was walking home.</p>
<p>The town was in full life when he approached the gates and saw the smiles and waves of the people going about their business. He was still in the trance of his meditation as he walked closer and closer to town. Each step took him farther from the plateau of prayer and the peace he found there. Today he was startled with the heavy pounding of horses in the distance. He knew their speed and the trouble they brought. He must hurry and eat for he would need his strength for the day and the coming news.</p>
<p><em>You can follow James Dugan&rsquo;s latest writing on Facebook and on Twitter at jamesduganlb. Read more:</em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-christian-part-1.html">Valentine: The Christian - Part 1</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-priest-part-2.html">Valentine: The Priest - Part 2</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-comforter-part-4.html">Valentine: The Comforter - Part 4</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prisoner-part-5.html">Valentine: The Prisoner - Part 5</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-martyr-part-6.html">Valentine: The Martyr - Part 6</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-saint-part-7.html">Valentine: The Saint - Part 7</a></em></p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-priest-part-2.html"><rss:title>Valentine: The Priest - Part 2</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-priest-part-2.html</rss:link><dc:creator>James Dugan</dc:creator><dc:date>2012-02-11T03:20:34Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Christians Church Emperor Claudius Interamna Jesus Marriage Roman Empire Valentine</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/bikracer/42820248/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2012_02-feb-pics/Valentine%202.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1328967156335" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">bikracer</span></span>Two hooded figures with heavy dark cloaks stood huddled on his doorstep and he moved aside as they quickly came in with the cold night air. The one figure was large and the other only slightly taller than a child. They removed their hoods and he saw a young man and woman. They stood there with wide eyes and anxious faces. &ldquo;Warm yourself by the fire while I put on some tea.&rdquo; Valentine motioned over to the corner.</p>
<p>They walked over to the fire and stood very close. He pulled the ceramic pitcher off the kettle beside the fire and filled it with water. He placed three&nbsp;cups on the table and sat on the side where there was only one chair. The small house was clustered in the middle of the town of Interamna. It was a small town like thousands in this part of the Roman Empire. It was close to sixty leagues away from the seat of Rome. They stood there for a few minutes and Valentine waited patiently. They turned and walked over to the table. They had the glow of warmth in their faces as they sat across from the priest. The clean shaven face of the man looked at the priest and said, &ldquo;We are sorry to bother you, Father, but I heard you may be able to help us.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Valentine had to be careful in these anxious of times. The Emperor Claudius had stopped the killing of Christians for the most part. He tolerated them as long as they stayed out of his way and paid their taxes. Interamna was far enough away from Rome to practice your religion as you wished as long as you did not violate Roman law. Valentine knew why the young couple had come. He knew if they were of honest intentions, they had come here at great risk to the young man. He would be disgraced and killed for his violation of the law. The law stated that no Roman soldier could be married. Claudius believed it weakened his army because they worried about their wives and children. Claudius wanted his soldiers to be fighting machines without weakness or conscience.</p>
<p>Valentine knew there were rumors circulating about him marrying couples against the edict. Valentine knew only one mistaken word or sentence could have him killed and tortured. He worried if he was caught, there&nbsp;would be no one&nbsp;to accomplish his duties. There were not enough priests in this area to care for his flock. He was also a physician&nbsp;and&nbsp;took care of the sick. This is how he made money to pay his taxes. He rarely accepted payment for his services except at the tax time. He saw his power and knowledge to heal as a gift from God. He took donations for his small and thriving Church as his congregation grew. Just as his reputation as a holy and generous priest filled his church, his reputation for witchcraft and rebellion was growing in the Roman legions and he knew Claudius would soon hear about him, if he did not already.</p>
<p>He stared at the young couple as the man struggled for a response. He was nervous. They had come in good spirit. Valentine could feel it. They were two lovers who had come to be united in the sacrament of marriage. They were God fearing and brave. This Valentine knew without hearing a word. He would trust his heart and open his home to this couple. He would let God take care of the rest.</p>
<p>After a few minutes of sitting in uneasy silence, the young man spoke in quiet words.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Father, will you marry us in the Christian way?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Do you come here with free will?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;We come here out of love for one another.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Valentine looked at the two lovers and saw the willingness in their eyes. He looked over at the small petite girl and saw the fear of being denied. He had known the small girl from his church. He had been in her home when her Father was sick. She had never said a word to the priest. He remembered being struck with her beauty and purity as she laid the water for the priest to place on her father's forehead. She stood in silence around the sick bed and knelt when the priest prayed. She had never said a word when he left and her father&rsquo;s life was still in God&rsquo;s hands. When he healed, the small girl had brought a note to his door. She handed it to him and quickly turned away. He had seen her eyes as they held such faith in his powers. This must have been close to five years ago. She had become a woman and strikingly beautiful in the fire&rsquo;s light and shadows on the sparse room.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I will marry you. But first have some tea and talk with me. Where are you from?</p>
<p>The man spoke as the woman kept her eyes hidden from the priest.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I am soldier of the empire. My legion is being sent to the northern border in two days. I am not from these parts and I only know of your good deeds from the men whom you have married and Cynthia. She speaks very highly of you. I come from a wealthy patrician family and know little about your faith. I am willing to learn through Cynthia&rsquo;s practice and hope to live one day in this land. Cynthia and I have courted for over a season of the three years. They keep us on the move but this is always where we rest and prepare for our next tour. I know her family and it is with their consent we come here tonight. I have only three years left of my duty for the empire. I do not plan to be a soldier for life. I hope to buy some land in the northern regions outside of town and have a villa and farm. I have this money set aside and upon marriage, plan to give it to her father for the purchase of the land. This will all be done in secret because I risk my own life and honor in trying to start a family before my duty is up. I can not wait any longer. We are ready, Father, to share our fortunes and be tied to each other. We don&rsquo;t have much time&rdquo;</p>
<p>The man&rsquo;s words hung in the air of the place and all three were quiet. Valentine wanted to know where the man would be heading. He had heard from other soldiers of the barbarians to the north. He had learned of their ambush style of war and how the Roman legions were helpless in giving victims to the savagery. He did not doubt God had brought the two children here for a purpose.</p>
<p>Valentine had a way of peering into the future and seeing the outcomes of relationships. He tried to block the unpleasant image he held for this couple. He did not want to give them pain. He saw the young soldier being part of the bodies being interred at a great burial site in the north. He knew this young man would give himself in battle. This would cause great pain in the girl. Valentine did not want to add grief to the young couple&rsquo;s hearts. Tonight they would be alive and in love. Tonight God would fill their strength and faith to handle the struggle and death of the future. He had been wrong a few times, but his heart was certain of their outcome.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Stand children and be in the presence of the Holy Father of Jesus. The night is going quickly and you have much work and love to share before you say your good-byes.&rdquo;</p>
<p>The small girl rose from the chair and removed her black cloak. She had on a silk white dress covered with lace around the arms and neck. She brought flowers from underneath the cloak and placed the soft purple lilacs in her hair. The roses she spread on the floor in a circle. She stood in radiance and beauty unlike the priest had ever seen. He blessed their foreheads with holy chrism and tied their hands with his priestly rope. He prayed over them for love and strength in the trying days ahead. He saw the great hope and love in their eyes. He watched them bind their sacrament with a kiss. They signed their names in the marriage parchment with the ink and quill.</p>
<p>After the ceremony, Valentine gave a glass of wine they shared. They quickly left in the darkness of the night in the same huddled and dark cloaks. It would be&nbsp;morning in a few hours. He moved to his bed and lay there praying to God for strength and guidance. He prayed that he did the right thing for the young couple. In the peace and presence of his faith, his eyes closed with the writings of Mark on his chest.</p>
<p><em>You can follow James Dugan&rsquo;s latest writing on Facebook and on Twitter at jamesduganlb. Read more:</em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-christian-part-1.html">Valentine: The Christian - Part 1</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prayer-part-3.html">Valentine: The Prayer - Part 3</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-comforter-part-4.html">Valentine: The Comforter - Part 4</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prisoner-part-5.html">Valentine: The Prisoner - Part 5</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-martyr-part-6.html">Valentine: The Martyr - Part 6</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-saint-part-7.html">Valentine: The Saint - Part 7</a></em></p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-christian-part-1.html"><rss:title>Valentine: The Christian - Part 1</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-christian-part-1.html</rss:link><dc:creator>James Dugan</dc:creator><dc:date>2012-02-11T03:16:35Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Bible Christian Gospel Jarius Jesus Mark Martyr Valentine</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/bikracer/42866449/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2012_02-feb-pics/Valentine%201.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1328966800373" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">bikracer</span></span>The lightest of knocks woke the priest sleeping in his chair with a book on his chest. He must have dosed off during his evening prayer meditation. He tried to think about what he had been praying. Yes, it all came back to him. He had just finished reading Mark&rsquo;s words on the raising of Jarius&rsquo; daughter. <em>What a lovely story</em>, the middle-age priest said to himself.</p>
<p>He could see quite easily the anguished look on the father&rsquo;s face as he went up to Jesus. He had seen the look many times in his ministry. His mind watched Jesus as he comforted the father and took his hand. He consoled the father of the sick daughter, and yet Jesus knew the child had passed on. Jesus was moved with compassion for the man and asked him to show his daughter. They walked to his house with a quick step. The man walked a few steps in front of Jesus at all times. He wanted so much to move quicker. He knew the rumors of the power of the Nazarene. He had even heard him speak twice before. Jesus made no move to quicken his step. He did not want to bring the news to the father that his daughter was dead. The face of despair on a parent was one Jesus knew, and this man was so filled with faith in his power, he did not want to see his eyes go black. The man said nothing and tried to slow his speed, but his anxiety could not be halted.</p>
<p>They walked in silence and Jesus kept his eyes closed. So not to cause uproar, he only had taken John and Peter to the man&rsquo;s house. His name and deeds had been spreading through this land. He knew he would have to move on soon. His face was peaceful as he prayed. They reached the man&rsquo;s house and he heard the women wailing. The father knew she had died and ran into the room and held his daughter. Jesus waited outside his house. The cries grew louder and the man walked out of his daughter&rsquo;s bedroom. &ldquo;It is too late,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;we have come too late.&rdquo; Jesus was moved again by the faith of the man. &ldquo;Could you come in and say a prayer over her?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Jesus turned to his apostles and said to stand guard of the door. He bowed his head and entered the house of the grief stricken man. The women of the house had already exchanged their robes for mourning black as they started preparation for the daughter&rsquo;s burial. Sadness filled the house with the mist of tears. Jesus walked with a quick step to the room of the dead child. He saw her sleeping peacefully in the slumber of death. She had just turned nine and her hair was golden streaked. Her skin still held the red hue of youth. He looked over her and knew she would be happier. She would be with her Father, and all the pain and sickness would have melted to joy in the presence of God. He did not want to disturb her, but he was called to do God&rsquo;s will.</p>
<p>He walked over to the side of the bed and knelt. He touched her pale hand and felt the cold of death. It lay limp in his large and callous carpenter&rsquo;s hand. He spoke loud with an air of command. &ldquo;Clear the room and let me be alone with God&rsquo;s child.&rdquo; They did as he said and the father was the last to leave. He turned before he went out the opening and sighed as if he would never again see his child. Jesus bowed his head in prayer.</p>
<p>The small lithe hand of the child moved. Jesus watched her face fill with life. She turned her head and saw the man kneeling beside her. In the lightest child&rsquo;s voice she spoke, &ldquo;Who are you?&rdquo; Jesus stroked her forehead and with a gentle voice said, &ldquo;Little girl, get up.&rdquo; She instantly was filled with the vigor of life. She leaped from bed and walked around the room. The father, waiting in the next room, heard the small patter of footsteps he knew to be his daughter&rsquo;s. He burst into room and saw the small child dancing around her bed.</p>
<p>Jesus rose and felt the weakness of his legs. He had not eaten anything and still had a long journey ahead. The father rushed to his daughter and picked her up. He cried and the child stared in amazement. Jesus walked from the room of happiness and told the women to prepare some food for the child. Their mouths stood agape as they knelt. He walked from the house and Peter and John followed. He would be miles away before the father realized Jesus was gone.</p>
<p>It was a lovely story and Valentine loved to add the little extras St. Mark no doubt left out. He could see the whole scene of happiness in his mind. He heard the knock again, this time a little stronger. He had visitors. He knew what visitors at this hour meant. He rose and kept the Bible to his chest. He walked over to the door and opened it with a smile.</p>
<p><em>You can follow James Dugan&rsquo;s latest writing on Facebook and on Twitter at jamesduganlb. Read more:</em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-priest-part-2.html">Valentine: The Priest - Part 2</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prayer-part-3.html">Valentine: The Prayer - Part 3</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-comforter-part-4.html">Valentine: The Comforter - Part 4</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-prisoner-part-5.html">Valentine: The Prisoner - Part 5</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-martyr-part-6.html">Valentine: The Martyr - Part 6</a></em></p>
<p><em><a href="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/2/10/valentine-the-saint-part-7.html">Valentine: The Saint - Part 7</a></em></p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/1/5/crossing-this-side-of-paradise-a-three-minute-short-story.html"><rss:title>Crossing This Side of Paradise, A Three Minute Short Story</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2012/1/5/crossing-this-side-of-paradise-a-three-minute-short-story.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Nick Carraway</dc:creator><dc:date>2012-01-06T01:17:47Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Short Story island medicine</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/roland/5423445992/sizes/m/in/photostream/" target="_blank"><img style="width: 250px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2012_01-jan-pics/Cactus500x333px.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1325814392236" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 250px;">Some rights reserved by roland</span></span>George felt good. He was fit, healthy, and newly arrived on the island. With no clear next steps in his new life, he&rsquo;d decided to enroll in community college. Take some classes, kill time and tell his folks he was at least being productive.</p>
<p>Dressed in a black surfer t-shirt and board shorts, George loaded his bike on the city bus. Outside the Student Center, he lingered a moment to marvel at the cactus garden, wondering at how such rare, desert beauty didn't drown here in the rainy tropics. Beyond the walkway past brilliant red blooms and grey spikes of desert succulents, tourists flocked to the farmers market held on Saturdays in the campus parking lot. More adventurous sight-seers trudged uphill past palm trees to hike around an extinct volcanic crater. Hoping he&rsquo;d soon identify more with the locals instead of being another tourist, George opened the college&rsquo;s door.</p>
<p>His timing coincided perfectly with the poky pace of island time. Actually, George was slightly slower.</p>
<p>&ldquo;ID, registration forms, and TB clearance, please.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;TB clearance?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;All new students must have one. State law, yeah. How can I register you without it?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Okay, but isn&rsquo;t the registration deadline today?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Go to the local health center for a TB skin test. If all the paperwork is in order, we can still fit you in during late enrollment next week.&rdquo;</p>
<p>On a dingy block crammed against the traffic of the H-1, the TB center felt more like the home he&rsquo;d left behind than the bright tourist areas downtown. Extra careful to lock up his bike, George entered on the side of the beige government building. Dark eyes watched in disinterest &ndash; an older woman smoking near a dumpster, project kids playing in the dirt, seated on a rolled up piece of chain link.</p>
<p>Inside the center was about as clean as you could expect a free clinic offering TB screening to be. After paperwork and waiting in line, George felt compelled to hit the Purell dispenser an extra two times. In front of him stood the only other white guy, another obvious mainlander. Beyond him, a small pink-leashed dog belonged to a woman who kept complaining that the clinic should remove the out of date holiday decorations on the walls. He overheard her muttering that she hated this town, that she&rsquo;d rather be anywhere else in the world, and that&rsquo;s what she should do, exactly what she should do, get a one way ticket off the island to any where.</p>
<p>George dismissed these behaviors as categorically insane. How could anyone not wanna live &ndash;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Hey, where&rsquo;d you get that shirt?&rdquo; The petite woman turned to him after she failed to converse with the man behind her.</p>
<p>&ldquo;umm, I dunno, it was a gift.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ahead, shrieks from an elderly woman pricked by the needle highlighted the discomfort George felt.</p>
<p>Soon the strange woman directed questions at her tiny dog, and became irritable when the animal didn&rsquo;t respond. The Papillon looked at George with wide dark eyes. Out of here soon, buddy, thought George.</p>
<p>Two days later, trusting it was the last time his path would cross this side of paradise, George double-checked his bike lock outside the Health Center. Even the dullness inside couldn&rsquo;t dampen his renewed faith in the beautiful promise of his new island life.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I&rsquo;m here to pick up my TB clearance.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;ID, please,&rdquo; a long pause, then, &ldquo;yes, we&rsquo;ll need to schedule you for an X-ray screening, and maybe a phlegm test.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;You mean I tested positive?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Somewhere a small woman joyfully argued about flying her dog as a carry-on item.</p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/12/22/the-thief-of-life.html"><rss:title>The Thief of Life</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/12/22/the-thief-of-life.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Alexis Fryer</dc:creator><dc:date>2011-12-23T03:43:03Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Emotional Fiction Healing Jacob Personification Stanford addiction family</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/jive-addiction/5091311068/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_12-dec-pics/Addiction 3.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1324674070518" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">Jive Addiction</span></span>Have you ever yearned for love? Strived for acceptance? Pleaded for attention? Searched far and wide for anything that would compensate for your broken soul? Then you must not know me. I am not your hopes and your dreams. I am that void in your life you&rsquo;ve desperately been trying to fill with expectations of others and multiple false personalities. I am your warmth, your comfort, your recognition, and your reflection. </span></p>
<p><span>I am not you, although I am inside of you. I am part of you, and I will never leave you. Sound interesting? I will properly introduce myself, although I do not want you to be thrown off by my name. Many people think I am bad or evil. However, if they only understood me, and my purpose, and all of the good things I do for lost, broken lonely beings, maybe I would get better reviews. I am Addiction, and I am here to show you life, and how to get the things you deserve.</span></p>
<p><span>I know what you&rsquo;re thinking, should I really be listening to Addiction right now? Let me guess; your parents, teachers, mentors, and doctors told you I was a bad person? A form of self-destruction? There is no need to be afraid for I am none of these things. I like to consider myself the light at the end of the tunnel. A breath of fresh air on a crisp, cool autumn morning. I do not hurt people, I help people. I bring sight to the blind, and feeling to the physically, emotionally, and mentally paralyzed. I will relieve your nightmares, and make you numb. Numb to pain, numb to the world, and numb to reality. </span></p>
<p><span>The only thing you will feel is my warm, comforting presence and love. Isn&rsquo;t this what you want? What everyone wants? To escape; to not feel. You must believe me now, come on don&rsquo;t lie to yourself. You are curious and it&rsquo;s okay, come venture with me. Explore with me. Reach inside. I am here. Don&rsquo;t fight this. I am your friend, I am your lover. </span></p>
<p><span><span class="full-image-float-left ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kphotographerrr/4505714773/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 310px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_12-dec-pics/Addiction%202.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1324674572248" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 310px;">kphotographer</span></span>Still not convinced? Are those &ldquo;professionals&rdquo; and &ldquo;know-it-alls&rdquo; still in the back of your head? Well, let me ask you this, did it ever cross your mind that maybe these &ldquo;professionals&rdquo; fear my power of healing? Fear that I will put them out of a job? Fear that my method to bliss just might be better than theirs? And if it is money you are concerned about, wouldn&rsquo;t you say a few dollars are worth a lifetime of happiness? True love? A chance at a new beginning, filled with a world of opportunity?</span></p>
<p><span>Before I go any further, I would like to take a second to tell you a story. A story that will most definitely make clear to you just what it is that I do. About ten years ago, a young man named Jacob was on the verge of a mental breakdown. All of his life he was the perfect son and the perfect student. He hadn&rsquo;t one bad bone in his body, and he was looked up to by many, and hated by few. He received good grades all throughout grade school, mostly due to his good effort and organizational skills. Not one thing in his life was ever out of order, or ever spiraled out of control. Even his socks were perfectly mated and in order by color, along with his Armani Xchange sweaters and ties. He was a popular young man, and as handsome as a mannequin. </span></p>
<p><span>So why was Jacob so unhappy? He had been accepted to Stanford, the college of his dreams and studying more than he was breathing. He is and was an intelligent young man, although with the stress of his schoolwork, and trying to own up to his parents&rsquo; pretentious expectations, he was losing sight of the true meaning of life. Yeah, he had a good life growing up. A life some would have called &ldquo;perfect&rdquo;. But Jacob just wasn&rsquo;t satisfied. There was something missing. He no longer wanted to be what his parents had planned him to be. He didn&rsquo;t want to study his life away, and sacrifice his youth for a Major he could care less about. He wanted a thrill. A little adventure. Something out of his ordinary.</span></p>
<p><span><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/melloveschallah/4864402224/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_12-dec-pics/Addiction%201.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1324674045327" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">melloveschallah</span></span>That is when I intervened. You see, Jacob may have been on his way to success, although what&rsquo;s the point in being successful and wealthy if you have no one to share it with? I asked if he would like to share his youth with me. I gave him another chance at life. I gave him an alternative no one else did. Not even his picture perfect family could see how unhappy he was inside. I saw his unhappiness. I saw his urge for self-expression and rebellion, and I leapt right in. I took him to new highs he could never even imagine. I allowed him to see things past his own intelligent understanding. I gave him love, and companionship. I listened when he spoke, I never judged him. I allowed him to stretch out his wings.</span></p>
<p><span> So what if he lost contact with his parents dropped out of college and lost his home? He didn&rsquo;t want those things anyway. That was his old life. I am his new life. When he would shiver at night out there in the darkness all alone, I would never be too far away to come give him warmth, courage, and recognition. When he cried out for love and acceptance I wiped away his tears and gave him more of exactly what he wanted. Don&rsquo;t you see? I saved that young man Jacob! I made him the person he wanted to be. He made sacrifices but he ultimately got what he wanted and what he deserved.</span></p>
<p><span> Ha ha, it&rsquo;s a wonderful life, darling. Feel free to interject at any time you feel convinced, and we can begin our little journey. It is only a matter of time, that you too will be mine.</span></p>
<p><span>Judging by the look on your face, I can tell you are still slightly unsure. Am I moving too fast for you? Is all of this wonderful information having trouble settling in your inexperienced, novice mind? That&rsquo;s okay, I am here for you. &nbsp;I will help you, love. You see, aside from my exquisitely good looks I am actually quite charming if only given the chance. Although my appearance is unlike that of any others because I appear to be whatever you want me to be. I am your creation, for I am inside of you, remember? But this is about you, darling. This is all about you. Refreshing, isn&rsquo;t it? Finally the attention is on you. Finally someone passionately cares about you.</span></p>
<p><span><span class="full-image-float-left ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/alancleaver/2212178413/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_12-dec-pics/Gambling 4.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1324674453905" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">alancleaver_2000</span></span>You have had your heart broken quite a few times, am I right? Just couldn&rsquo;t find that &ldquo;one&rdquo; person everyone keeps talking about? You have settled with the thought that true love will never find you. Well I am that one person for you. Forget all of your past burdens. They were only dragging you down. They didn&rsquo;t realize how amazing you truly are deep down. I will put your heart back together, and fix the burning desire in the depths of your being. I will lift you up high, into new dimensions of passion, love, and companionship. Tempting, isn&rsquo;t it?</span></p>
<p><span>By the way you are sitting on the edge of your seat, and so willingly giving me your undivided and desperate attention, I think it is safe to say you are finally convinced. You will join me after all! It brings me so much joy to know you finally wised up. Wonderfully convincible people just like you make my job worthwhile each and every day. And to think, all I had to do was tell you a story, use a few choice words, and shoot my killer smile point blank in your face. And you fell for it! That&rsquo;s right, you heard me. You fell for every single word I said. It doesn&rsquo;t matter now though. At this point, there is no turning back.</span>You&rsquo;re hooked, infatuated, addicted. Good luck getting out of this one darling.</p>
<p>What? You actually thought I cared about you? Your wants, your needs, your desires and dreams? Ha, ha I could care less about you. What I do care about, however, is robbing you of every good thing in your life that you are too blind to see or too cold to appreciate. Why? You chose to run. You chose to escape. And you ran right into the arms of the ultimate thief. The thief of friends, the thief of family, and the thief of life. And now you are mine, forever. Go ahead, try to run, scream as loud as you want. No one can hear you, and even if they did, no one cares. Don&rsquo;t you remember? You gave them up. You sold them away! They don&rsquo;t care about you anymore; you have no one. You are all alone. But don&rsquo;t fret, you have me, my love. You will always have me, and now you are stuck with me for the last bitter days of your pathetic life. For I am addiction, and I stole your soul.</p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/12/7/the-bus-stop.html"><rss:title>The Bus Stop</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/12/7/the-bus-stop.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Patrick Edmonds</dc:creator><dc:date>2011-12-07T22:21:13Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Bus Stop Old Man Philadelphia Short Stories Short Story Young Girl literature</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-left ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/danielmacdonald/5507895334/sizes/m/in/photostream/" target="_blank"><img style="width: 150px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_12-dec-pics/Bus Stop.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1323296645604" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 150px;">Daniel MacDonald</span></span>Maybe it was the traffic or the sun or the unusually warm weather for November.&nbsp; Maybe it was the time of day.&nbsp; Or maybe, just maybe it was the grass that swayed ever so gently as the two spoke for the first time.&nbsp; Whatever it was, it was different that day.</p>
<p>She spoke first.&nbsp;</p>
<p>There was no &ldquo;Excuse me&rdquo; or &ldquo;Pardon&rdquo; or even a &ldquo;Hey, sir&rdquo; as he was accustomed to receiving.&nbsp; It was simply, &ldquo;What time is it?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Excuse me?&rdquo; &ldquo;Time.&nbsp; You got it?&rdquo; &ldquo;I do, but not as much as I would like.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;What?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;It&rsquo;s a joke.&nbsp; Not as much time&hellip;Forget it.&rdquo;&nbsp; He looked at his watch.&nbsp; &ldquo;It&rsquo;s 1:15.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Thanks.&nbsp; Where&rsquo;s this damn bus at?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Oh. The 1:10 is always late.&nbsp; Has been for months now.&nbsp; New driver still adjusting to the altered routes on account of all the construction.&rdquo;&nbsp; The young girl stared, agitated, and sighed and looked toward the ground.</p>
<p><em>1:15.&nbsp; Good, good.&nbsp; That&rsquo;s fine.&nbsp; 1:30 though, is it going to be enough time?&nbsp; I&rsquo;m sure it will be.&nbsp; A half hour to get into the city.&nbsp; Another twenty to walk to the office.&nbsp; That still gives me ten minutes.&nbsp; Damn hip and those damn stairs.&nbsp; That&rsquo;s fine.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ll be fine.&nbsp; I do this to myself every week.&nbsp; It&rsquo;ll be fine.&nbsp; Stop worrying.</em></p>
<p>He glanced toward the girl, wondering where she needed to be.&nbsp; She seemed pleasant enough.&nbsp; Odd though, a girl her age on a bus.&nbsp; Most teens today used the trolleys and the ell or they had their own cars it seemed.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&ldquo;At least it&rsquo;s not raining.&rdquo;&nbsp; Smiling.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, I guess.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;I thought all you kids had cell phones.&nbsp; Don&rsquo;t they have the time?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Mine broke.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Oh&hellip;Well you can always get yourself a decent watch.&nbsp; Or you can just keep asking me, if I&rsquo;m around.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Thanks, but I&rsquo;m good.&rdquo;&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>This is fucking bullshit.&nbsp; This stupid bus.&nbsp; Where it be?&nbsp; I&rsquo;ve gotta get downtown.&nbsp; Jasmine ain&rsquo;t gonna wait for me.&nbsp; I know he ain&rsquo;t. &nbsp;Fucking suburbs! <br /></em></p>
<p>&ldquo;I wish they had a bench here.&rdquo; &ldquo;Right.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;It&rsquo;d be nice to sit.&nbsp; My hip can only handle so much.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah. My grandmom gotta bad hip.&nbsp; She be complainin&rsquo; all the time.&rdquo; &ldquo;How old is your grandmom?&rdquo; &ldquo;70 somethin&rsquo;, I think.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Does she live around here?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;No.&nbsp; She live in the city.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Where abouts?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;53<sup>rd</sup> in Southwest.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;How about you?&nbsp; You live around here?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;We just moved.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;That&rsquo;s tough.&nbsp; How do you like it so far?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;It sucks.&rdquo;&nbsp;</p>
<p>The old man smiled.&nbsp; He looked down at his watch and then down the street at the oncoming traffic, loudly speeding past.&nbsp; There was no sign of the bus.&nbsp; Each second of every minute ticked by interminably as they waited.</p>
<p>&ldquo;You know, I moved from the city a very long time ago.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah.&nbsp; West Philadelphia to be exact.&nbsp; We left for the schools.&nbsp; My parents thought we&rsquo;d be better off out here and we&rsquo;d get a better education.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Huh.&nbsp; That&rsquo;s what my mom keeps sayin&rsquo; too.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s annoyin&rsquo; though.&nbsp; I can&rsquo;t walk no where.&nbsp; All my friends be still in the city and these buses always be late.&rdquo;&nbsp; The old man smiled.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, it&rsquo;s tough I imagine.&nbsp; Don&rsquo;t worry though.&nbsp; Someday I imagine you&rsquo;ll come to like it out here.&nbsp; You seem like a nice girl.&nbsp; You&rsquo;ll probably make lots of friends.&rdquo;</p>
<p>She was about to respond, but just as he finished speaking their bus pulled up.&nbsp; The old man motioned for her to go first, seeing how she seemed to be in such a rush, but she insisted.&nbsp; As he headed towards the door, the young girl stepped close behind him making sure he was stable as he stepped from the curb to the stairs.&nbsp; He took a seat at the front of the bus reserved for the elderly, and she headed toward the back, smiling at him as she walked past.&nbsp; The rest of the passengers paid no mind as the bus pulled away and joined the rest of the day&rsquo;s traffic.&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>&nbsp;&nbsp;</em></p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/10/11/7-questions-with-the-lunch-break-jenn-scheck-kahn-co-creator.html"><rss:title>7 Questions with The Lunch Break: Jenn Scheck-Kahn, Co-Creator of Tell it Slant</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/10/11/7-questions-with-the-lunch-break-jenn-scheck-kahn-co-creator.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Patrick Edmonds</dc:creator><dc:date>2011-10-12T01:38:43Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Blogs Ghadi Harvard Review Jenn Scheck-Kahn Journals MFA Tell It Slant The Common Writing</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.tellitslant.com/" target="_blank"><img style="width: 250px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_10-oct-pics/Tell It Slant.png?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1318550745297" alt="" /></a></span></span>1. What are the biggest challenges new, aspiring writers face today in terms of submissions to journals and magazines?</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Our biggest challenge is writing &ndash; period. How do we cajole ourselves to sit at our desks, open our computers, and begin? How do we stay committed through revision? How well do we judge when our work is ready for a public audience? You asked specifically about challenges in publication: our biggest publishing challenge is creating manuscripts that will be meaningful to us as well as other people (literary magazine editors, for example).</p>
<p>The publishing process, too, can be daunting and bewildering; writers ought to educate themselves about literary magazines, where writers achieve their first publishing success. Sure, you should read literary magazines so you can become familiar with them. It&rsquo;s also a good idea to buy them, thereby financially supporting an entity that you hope will support your writing. But better yet, why not work for a literary magazine? Typically the first staff members to read a manuscript are volunteers. Offer to be a reader for your favorite journal. Even if it doesn&rsquo;t ultimately work out, you will have made a positive connection at a magazine you value.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-float-left ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/peteoshea/5600161625/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_10-oct-pics/tell%20it%20slant%202.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1318384438755" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">peteoshea</span></span>Here&rsquo;s some information about how journals are run: Apart from the top employees, literary magazines are essentially staffed by overworked idealistic volunteers who love writing &ndash; that&rsquo;s the good news and the bad news. Because they may receive thousands of submissions for just a few open slots, the competition is fierce. It&rsquo;s our job to make our manuscripts stand out: the best way to do that is by wooing editors with polished writing and sending our work only to journals where our style is appreciated. Journals are less mysterious than they might seem. If you read one and like what you&rsquo;ve read, consider whether your work shares an approach to character, subject matter, or sensibility before submitting your work to it for publication. And be sure to tell editors why you&rsquo;re submitting to their journal specifically. Think about it this way: your writing is born from hours of rigorous effort, intellectual precision, and emotional angst just as a journal emerges from a similarly magnificent amount of labor and love from an editor and his or her staff. If you appreciate an editor&rsquo;s work, for goodness sakes, say so in your cover letter. We all want to be praised by our admirers, don&rsquo;t we? And you might be surprised how demonstrating a little generosity and knowledge about a journal will make your cover letter stand out.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>2. Blogs have really impacted the field of writing and more novice writers seem to be utilizing it.&nbsp; How do you think blogging has impacted the writing industry?<span style="font-weight: normal;">&nbsp;</span></h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Blogs are kind of the perfect way for an introverted writer to publicize his or her work, especially when the target audience of said blog is other introverted writers. You can build a following for your love of Red Cardinals even before your book on them comes out. That seems to be the greatest gift blogs offer to our community.</p>
<p>Serious writers are serious writers and will always write (and hate themselves when they aren&rsquo;t writing) &ndash; medium is immaterial for them. Blogging has made more people into writers and created more places where writers can complain, celebrate, and investigate their craft, which is great for people who are seeking that from an online community. I also hope that blogging has made more people into readers and not simply of blogs.&nbsp;</p>
<h3><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/ruifernandes/4930218619/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_10-oct-pics/slant 3.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1318384607194" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">ruifernandes</span></span>3. For writers pursuing a more traditional route of literary journal submissions, what is the most important aspect of the process?&nbsp; In other words, what should be the primary concern of the writer when submitting their work for publication?</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Quality.</p>
<h3>4. What are the biggest obstacles for writers, editors, and publishers to effectively collaborate?&nbsp; How do you think technology can help with this problem? &nbsp;&nbsp;</h3>
<p>The director of the MFA program that I attended charged us to create the literary community that we wanted to join, his version of Gandhi&rsquo;s famous: &ldquo;Be the change you want to see in the world.&rdquo; &nbsp;His message was easy to ignore while I was doing my coursework, but once I had finished and was forced to graduate, I felt bereft. I lost my writing world. So I created another. Tell It Slant was to be a place for writers, a place where they could learn about literary magazines, submit to them and track all of their submissions. I wanted writers to feel less powerless to the publishing process, but I also wanted them to <em>be</em> less powerless and so we developed sophisticated tools that help journals manage submissions and respond to them. By improving accountability and response times, we were helping journals and writers.</p>
<p>And so much can be improved by technology &ndash; files can be easily shared, conversations about manuscripts can happen in forum-style discussions. Take simultaneous submissions as an example. If a writer wants to submit five poems to the Harvard Review, three of which are also submitted to The Common, the writer uploads the poems once to our system and directs them to the respective target. If the Harvard Review accepts one, it&rsquo;s automatically removed from The Common&rsquo;s queue and a message sent to the writer and the journal staff explains why. There&rsquo;s no need for the writer to contact the journal and no need for the journal to search through stacks to find the poem that&rsquo;s now unavailable.</p>
<p>Another example &ndash; let&rsquo;s say a writer has a new draft of a story she already submitted to a journal. As long as that journal hasn&rsquo;t begun reviewing her story, she can replace the file in our system.</p>
<p>But technology can only do so much &ndash; there are many aspects to the submissions process that can&rsquo;t be automated. Good software will be designed to streamline where it can and leave the rest to the editors.</p>
<h3>5. As a published writer yourself, what were some of the most significant obstacles you encountered when first starting out and how did you overcome them?</h3>
<p>Confidence. I worried that I&rsquo;d never write anything worth the sacrifice I was making to write. I had no discipline and had to trick myself into writing. I wouldn&rsquo;t write unless public humiliation was at stake, so, I took lots of classes to bring public humiliation into closer proximity. Then I took a pay cut at my job so that I&rsquo;d have one day a week for writing and if I squandered that day, I couldn&rsquo;t bear the guilt: I was not simply a horrible writer but also a horrible person. When I went to graduate school, I worked very hard in a guise that appeared to be discipline but, really, I was motivated by fear. I didn&rsquo;t believe I&rsquo;d graduate if I didn&rsquo;t work all of the time; slacking off was for people who were smarter than me, people who could trust their muse. I had no muse. I had elbow grease.</p>
<p>Even though I&rsquo;m still very much an emerging writer, I don&rsquo;t think about my writing ability (for better or worse). I&rsquo;m a writer, so I write. Sometimes I write badly. Sometimes I write very badly. Sometimes I think I&rsquo;ve written something with potential, but the next time I return to it, I see that I&rsquo;ve been mistaken &ndash; bad again. But I believe in the process now; I&rsquo;m devoted to revision, secure in the belief that I will become a less bad writer every day I write. I believe in revision the way other people believe in revision. On those days when I&rsquo;m surprised by the badness of something I&rsquo;ve written days ago, I also feel empowered because now I can see the mistakes I couldn&rsquo;t previously see. Today I recognize that I can do better.</p>
<p>I&rsquo;m less intimidated by literary magazines, too. When I&rsquo;ve been presented with the opportunity to meet editors of literary magazines at conferences like AWP, Bread Loaf, Tin House, I&rsquo;ve taken full advantage. Not sure what to say to an editor? You can always ask about his or her writing, because editors are creative writers, too. That&rsquo;s how I learned that literary magazines are largely run by intelligent, kind people whose great hope it is to &ldquo;discover&rdquo; a new writer. I used to be suspicious of cronyism, worrying that my inexperience was a hindrance, in fact, the main hindrance to publication. How wrong I was. It&rsquo;s true that knowing a member of a journal&rsquo;s staff can offer some benefit: your work may forgo the reader vetting phase and instead land in front of an editor at first blush, but if the manuscript isn&rsquo;t exceptional, it won&rsquo;t be published, no matter who you know.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-float-left ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/silas216/2043960145/sizes/m/in/photostream/"><img style="width: 300px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_10-oct-pics/slant 4.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1318384792667" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 300px;">silas216</span></span></p>
<h3>6. Tell us, what are you currently reading? Print- Novel, Poetry, Magazine, etc.?</h3>
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<p>a. Print- I just finished Sven Birkerts&rsquo; first memoir, My Sky Blue Trades. His newest memoir reworks some of the material in the first and I&rsquo;m curious to see how he re-invents it in essay form.</p>
<p>I&rsquo;m now reading an issue of Granta and loving it. Every year I subscribe to two literary magazines and I never subscribe to the same one twice. That helps me broaden my knowledge about literary magazines and also broaden the influences on my writing. Shorter forms of writing have an enviable cogence that is often absent in book-length writing, so I try to return to the short form as often as I can to remind myself of the benefit and beauty in tight prose. But, mostly I read literary magazines because of the bittersweet ache they leave behind. They dazzle me and challenge me to be a better writer.</p>
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<p>b.Online/Internet- The only thing I read on the Internet these days is the newspaper &ndash; the New York Times and sometimes the Boston Globe. Raising a six month-old is wonderful in so many ways, but it&rsquo;s just not conducive to quiet time &ndash; reading or otherwise.</p>
<h3>7. Finally, what&rsquo;s the best lunch you&rsquo;ve had recently?</h3>
<p>It was last Saturday. My husband and I met an old friend and her husband in the town where I grew up. I had a spinach wrap with hummus, chicken, olives, maybe cheese. For dessert, we shared homemade apple cider donuts. My daughter slept through the whole meal and woke at the end in a snuggly, sweet mood. Perfect.</p>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/10/7/a-black-hallway.html"><rss:title>A Black Hallway</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/10/7/a-black-hallway.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Victoria Burgos</dc:creator><dc:date>2011-10-07T20:12:24Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Father addiction daughter dreams heroine narrative relationship</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/ephotography29/3259000926/sizes/m/in/photostream/" target="_blank"><img style="width: 250px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_10-oct-pics/BlackHallway500x33px.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1318018935826" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 250px;">Some rights reserved by ephotography</span></span>A black hallway creeps into my dreams. A vivid memory I would like to  leave behind me, but always seems to haunt me in this dark realm hidden  in my mind. The only light comes from open doors, which are few. Grasp  the hand of my hero as the light dims and the odd noises increase. I  hear the squeak of a bed frame and cries of pain. Making my shoes clack  harder against the fake tile floor as if to drown them out.</p>
<p>I hate this  place, but I have been here many times before, too many times. Garbage  lines the halls and bodies blend as they lay in a deep trance. Waving at  every stranger, no one waves back.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Daddy why are they so sad?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Shhh  they are sleeping.&rdquo;</p>
<p>As we come to the spiral staircase the heinous odor  seems to seep down every step, getting stronger with every approach.  Every step rattles beneath my feet.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Daddy can we leave?&rdquo;</p>
<p>He looks down  at me with sadness in his eyes, but restless bags underneath them.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I  need medicine first. It&rsquo;ll be really quick.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Breathing heavily at his  answer, I can see my breath as it escapes my mouth and quickly  disappears in thin air. Daddy is always sick and almost every day he has  to go see the doctor, but what I never understood is why the doctor  lives in a dirty apartment building filled with garbage and sleeping  people.</p>
<p>We reach the top of the stairs and another black hallway awaits us. The  doors are sunken in as if to hide away from the world, the paint cracked  and pealed. No noises up here and I feel safe. I nudge myself into his  side and hold his hand tighter.</p>
<p>Daddy always gets nervous when we get on  the second floor. I can feel his pores open and the sweat ooze out as  we get closer and closer to the green door, every other door an odd,  corroded oatmeal color. The green door is where the doctor is and he  always yells at Daddy for not taking care of himself.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Why is that door  green?&rdquo;</p>
<p>My question was never answered, he was too preoccupied with the  excitement boiling up in the pit of his stomach. Sweat pours down his  face as he tells me to wait here, in my usual corner of a door.</p>
<p>I hide  myself away from the world, which most seven year olds can still do with a  sunken in door frame. Sliding down the door I let my dress flow to  either side of me. It was red with white polka dots; it was my favorite  dress even though my mom thought it was terrible. My head leans against  the brown door frame as I hear my father&rsquo;s voice along with his doctor's.</p>
<p>Thirty minutes pass and I wake up from a quick snooze. I still hear them  talking, but daddy never takes this long. The door is cracked and I can  see daddy pacing and his doctor waving his hands. Daddy is in trouble  again, but shortly after the doctor is smiling again and laughing. He  always has a way of making people smile, from his grandpa voice all the  way down to just the way he normally talks. The happiness he shared with  others was contagious. I stared at the laughing doctor, soon becoming  curious. What is so funny?</p>
<p>Creeping up to the door trying not to make  the slightest sound, I put my eye towards the crack. Daddy is sitting on  a red arm chair in his white stained t-shirt, ripped blue jeans and  work boots, smiling as usual. I stare at the wrinkles in his eyes from  the constant smile plastered on his face and the dark bags that mock  them. His greasy short black hair and his matching thick, black eye  brows, they always remind me of caterpillars; His brown skin, darker  than my own, from constantly working outside in the blistering summer  sun. &nbsp;</p>
<p>His doctor sits beside him with some ribbon, a spoon, a needle, a  lit candle and a little baggy full of some kind of medicine stuff. I  watch my father&rsquo;s face as the doctor pours the contents of the bag into  the spoon. It was like the time he threw me a surprise birthday party,  his smile grew and his eyes lit up. The doctor places the spoon over the  candle; maybe the medicine was cold and he wanted to warm it up so it  would not burn my father. He sucked it up with his little white needle  as my father rapped the ribbon around his arm, his veins lightly coming  to the surface. The needle sinks in to my father&rsquo;s skin and I see red  come inside the needle, but then quickly disappear into my father&rsquo;s arm  along with the brown liquid my father called his medicine. As his head  tilted back by the rush of the medicine coursing through every inch of  his body, I watched my hero fall. I watched him as the doctor pulled out  the needle, letting blood seep out of the open wound.</p>
<p><em>Victoria Burgos, a college freshman and talented young writer, is  aspiring to one day be a well-known journalist. Although not yet  published before, her original writing is captivating and compelling to  say the least.</em></p>]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/8/21/excerpt-from-the-rodina-plot.html"><rss:title>Excerpt from THE RODINA PLOT</rss:title><rss:link>http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/lunch-break-lit/2011/8/21/excerpt-from-the-rodina-plot.html</rss:link><dc:creator>MEGerhardt</dc:creator><dc:date>2011-08-21T15:28:23Z</dc:date><dc:subject>Germany Russia action arms dealers politics smuggling thriller weapons</dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em><span class="full-image-float-right ssNonEditable"><span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/hamedparham/3421389333/sizes/m/in/photostream/" target="_blank"><img style="width: 250px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_8-august-pics/Pistol500x333px.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1313975980948" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 250px;">Courtesy of Hamed Parham</span></span>The RODINA PLOT is a political thriller about the overthrow of the Russian government. In this chapter, an assassin hired to kill the Russian premier is picking up his custom made weapons, designed so he can conceal them and smuggle them into Russia. Thanks for reading! &nbsp;- Michael Gerhardt</em></p>
<p>The pistol looked as if someone had started to manufacture a conventional weapon but had been interrupted before he could apply the cosmetic touches. Gant picked it up from the table and turned it over in his hands. The barrel was smooth and completely unadorned. Not even a bead for a sight protruded from the polished surface. The grip was conventional size, but was a skeleton that Gant could see through.</p>
<p>&ldquo;It certainly won&rsquo;t be worth much as a blunt instrument.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Herr Gant.&rdquo; responded Haydl softly. &ldquo;You can purchase a bludgeon at any well equipped merchandiser. Besides, I have the distinct impression that you require very little assistance in hand to hand combat.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant nodded at the compliment and handed the weapon to Haydl.&nbsp; &ldquo;Break it down, please.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl took the weapon from Gant. His old hands moved deftly across the gun, and within seconds it was in four pieces on the table. The weapon consisted of a pistol grip, a trigger, a barrel a﻿nd a silencer. Each piece looked quite harmless lying by itself on the table. Gant picked each piece up one by one, examined it and replaced it on the table. The barrel of the weapon was actually one tube inside the other. The firing pin was welded to the inside back of the larger tube. The weapon would fire when the trigger released the spring-loaded outer tube, allowing it to slide forward, forcing the firing pin into the bullet lodged in the smaller tube. He looked at Haydl and nodded. Haydl put the weapon back together, demonstrating how each piece snapped together. He handed Gant the assembled weapon and a small package wrapped in oilcloth.</p>
<p>&ldquo;What&rsquo;s this?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Something that I have been working on for quite some time, and have finally perfected. I believe that you will be very pleased. Instead of a standard magazine clip for housing the ammunition, I have designed the guidance system right into the frame of the grip.&rdquo;</p>
<p>He paused and pointed at the oilcloth. &ldquo;The package contains your ammunition. Each bullet is spot welded to the next one to form strings. The welding is a polymer that disintegrates as each bullet is fired. When you have finished, you have no magazine to dispose of.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Quite ingenious, Herr Haydl. But without a magazine, how are the bullets driven into the chamber?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;A spring attaches to the bottom of the string and to the top of the grip. The pressure created drives the bullets in and catches on a protruding piece of metal when the last bullet is fired, keeping it from flying off, so it can be re-used.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Where is the spring?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl produced a small spring from a drawer. &ldquo;It is the same spring that works the throttle on your tractor.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant smiled. &ldquo;My compliments.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Do we have sufficient ammunition to test the weapon here?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Of course.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant opened the oilcloth and removed a string of five bullets. He looked at Haydl. &ldquo;It is the largest amount that the spring can pull without stretching out of shape.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant nodded his understanding and slipped the string into the guidance tracks inside the grip. Haydl handed him the spring, and he quickly attached it at both ends. He pulled the cylinder surrounding the barrel backward and turned it slightly until it caught on a small indentation, priming the weapon. The action would not occur automatically, which would slow down rapid firing.</p>
<p>Haydl moved aside, allowing Gant to walk to the small target range he maintained in the cellar for the use of his clients. Gant stepped up to the faint white line on the floor. He stood motionless for several seconds, facing the target exactly twenty five meters away. He concentrated, allowing the weapon to become an extension of his body. He slowly raised his left hand and pointed it toward the target. The weapon remained motionless for several seconds, and then a soft spit echoed through the cellar as Gant squeezed off a round and let the weapon drop back to his side. Haydl peered through a small telescope pointed at the target. &ldquo;Ten o&rsquo;clock. Two centimeters.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant acknowledged and Haydl pressed a button. The large target disappeared and four small targets appeared in its place. They were flat, round clay discs, each six centimeters in diameter, suspended from wires at various distances and heights. Haydl pressed another button and each disc began to move at different speeds and in different directions. Gant closed his eyes, took a deep breath and spoke. &ldquo;Whenever you are ready, Herr Haydl.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl waited for several seconds and pushed a third button. The sound of a 357 magnum crashed through the target range. Gant dove to his right, hit the ground and rolled over. He came to rest on his stomach, holding the weapon in both hands in front of his body. His right hand flashed back and forth after each shot, working the next bullet into the chamber. In less than three seconds, all four clay discs had exploded. Gant rolled over again and stood up. Haydl shivered visibly. It always gave him a rush of excitement to see one of his instruments used to perfection. And none of his clients was as good as Gant.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Excellent, Herr Haydl.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant handed the weapon back to Haydl. &ldquo;Thank you, Herr Gant. It is always a pleasure to construct instruments for someone so talented.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl continued to speak as they returned to the workbench. &ldquo;Are you ready to examine the second instrument?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Certainly.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl reached across the table and opened a large box sitting near the back. He reached inside and removed a rifle, offering it to Gant with a proud look on his face. Gant accepted it, cradling it in his hands as he examined it. The barrel was one meter long and highly polished. Like the pistol, it had no bead for a sight. The trigger housing was very compact, and the stock was a skeleton, much like the pistol grip. Gant brought the weapon to his shoulder, nestled the stock against his cheek and sighted down the barrel. He brought the weapon back down to his side and handed it to Haydl. Without being asked, Haydl disassembled the weapon. He quickly finished and immediately reassembled the weapon.</p>
<p>&ldquo;You wish to try it?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;No, thank you. I&rsquo;ll practice later. I will require six rounds please.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl nodded and turned back to the table. He opened a smaller box and extracted six matching bullets. &ldquo;How many for zeroing and how many to travel with you?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Two and four.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl separated the ammunition accordingly. &ldquo;If I may, I will now demonstrate how I have provided for the concealment of both of the weapons.&rdquo;</p>
<p>He pulled a large oilcloth away from the table, exposing a menagerie of spare parts for a tractor. Haydl quickly broke the pistol down and added items from the table to each piece. The pistol grip quickly became a handle and lever assembly for the parking brake. The barrel and silencer became part of the gear shift apparatus. The trigger housing snapped inside the gas gauge. He looked up at Gant. &ldquo;Any questions?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;None. Please continue.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl picked up the larger weapon and quickly went to work on it in the same manner. The stock came apart in three pieces that became the spokes of the steering wheel, while the trigger housing was concealed inside the hub of the steering wheel. The barrel slipped inside the shaft of the steering column. Haydl stepped back from the table. Even a trained eye would find nothing more ominous on the table than a collection of spare tractor parts.</p>
<p>&ldquo;The gas cap is attached to the body of the tractor by a small chain so that it cannot be lost. I have designed this chain to attach to that chain. The two strings of bullets for the pistol will be suspended from that chain inside the pipe that leads to the gas tank itself. They will be out of sight, yet dry.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;What about these?&rdquo; Gant pointed toward the four bullets on the table.</p>
<p>&ldquo;The ammunition for the larger instrument fits inside these.&rdquo;</p>
<p>He held out a handful of lug nuts. &ldquo;There are a total of five on each wheel. The ones with the tiny tractor logo on them are the ones that I have hollowed out to hold the rounds.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl pointed toward a small box on the table. &ldquo;This box holds the remaining sixteen lug nuts, all fashioned out of the same material as the carriers.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant did not speak, so Haydl continued. &ldquo;If everything is satisfactory, I shall pack it into the carrying case for you. I have assumed that I will not be able to assist you in modifying the actual tractor to be used as the carrier, so I have provided a complete set of drawings for you.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Herr Haydl, please accept my compliments. You have exceeded your reputation in this endeavor.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Haydl bowed and swiftly packed everything into the case he had designed for this purpose. The case was slightly larger than a briefcase, and was covered in rich leather. When he finished, he closed the case, locked it, and handed the case and keys to Gant. He placed the rifle barrel inside a walking stick and gave it to Gant.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Thank you, Herr Haydl.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant pulled a small leather wallet from his breast pocket and placed it on the table. &ldquo;I anticipated that you would outdo yourself, just as you anticipated that I would need four rounds for traveling. I have included a substantial bonus for you.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;You are too kind. I always enjoy working for you.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Gant picked up the case and began to climb the stairs.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Could you let yourself out, Herr Gant? I would prefer to stay down here and clean up.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Certainly. Auf Wiedersehen, Herr Haydl.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Auf Wiedersehen, Herr Gant.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>Mama, can&rsquo;t I just watch the fireflies a little more. That house is so stuffy hot and small.</p>
<p>You just be happy you have a roof over that pretty hair of yours. So much like Daddy&rsquo;s. Well, just five minutes more and then you come in.</p>
<p>Mama, can you sit here with me?</p>
<p>Oh, Elvis, I have those dishes to do and all the ironing. But your Mama&rsquo;s feet sure do hurt. All right, I can tell from across a field you have something bothering you. So out with it, your Mama&rsquo;s here now.</p>
<p>You think he&rsquo;ll come back?</p>
<p>You mean your Daddy? &nbsp;No and good riddance. You were the best and only thing that skunk of a man gave me and I would shoot him on this porch if his feet ever hit it again.</p>
<p>What happened? He didn&rsquo;t want me?</p>
<p>Oh, boy. That man would never know anything he ever wanted. He didn&rsquo;t stay long enough for you to know his smell. He was just a travelling man and a travelling man is no role model. You understand Elvis? He loved you but he couldn&rsquo;t stand looking into his own eyes for more than two minutes at a time.</p>
<p>Were we happy, Mama?</p>
<p>You were a good baby. Never cried too much but just a peep out of you at night and he would be up bouncing and ranting how he had work earlier than the morning. I think he stayed so long because you were so quiet. But yes, baby, we were happy together.</p>
<p>Why did he leave?</p>
<p>I guess I&rsquo;ll ask him the same question when we get to heaven. There&rsquo;s no wind that will blow him back to these parts. He owes half town for nights drinking he won&rsquo;t ever remember.</p>
<p>Did he hit you mama?</p>
<p>No more than any other man, Elvis. The men around here have a nasty temper, but they are always sweet smelling boys first and a woman doesn&rsquo;t know a devil in a red suit until it shows its horns. You&rsquo;ll have horns too Elvis, I&rsquo;ve seen it in your eyes.</p>
<p>I would never hurt a woman, Mama.</p>
<p><span class="full-image-float-left ssNonEditable"><span><a href=". "><img style="width: 225px;" src="http://www.thelunchbreakblog.com/storage/2011_8-august-pics/Elvis as boy.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1313808050086" alt="" /></a></span></span>Your heart is good one, Elvis, but don&rsquo;t start making promises before the corn is knee high. You&rsquo;ll see how the stars will leave you and always remember that your mother loves you. You haven&rsquo;t started on your road and yet you're already looking back. Just keep your mind on your dreams and hurts will come both ways.</p>
<p>You think you will ever marry again, Mama?</p>
<p>Boy, you brazen tonight with your questions. What has gotten into you? You touching that medicine Dr. John gave us last winter?</p>
<p>I just hate to think of you all alone here when I leave. It is a lonely place, Mama, and you should have someone to take care of you so you don&rsquo;t have to work so hard and always worrying.</p>
<p>You pass one of those cigarettes.</p>
<p>Mama, they not good for you and you have been coughing up at night.</p>
<p>If you want your questions answered, then you better listen to me. I have a whole pile of shirts and dishes to tend to and whatever gives you strength to get you through day comes from the Lord Jesus. That&rsquo;s better. I do get lonely, Elvis, but your singing when you don&rsquo;t know I&rsquo;m listening is enough to make me think I&rsquo;ve never made a bad decision. When you sing at church, it is as if a wagon full of angels comes pick me up and places me on a high pedestal. If the right man comes around and he is kind to you, I believe God will do what he deems fit.</p>
<p>One day, Mama, we are going to leave the country for a nice place. A place that is filled with light and ice; a place that doesn&rsquo;t show the stars so well that they all seem to be laughing at once.</p>
<p>What happened today, Elvis? You are filled with grim. You come close and tell your mama now.</p>
<p>It is too hot. They said my father left when he found out about&hellip;</p>
<p>Go ahead, Elvis, your mama&rsquo;s not made of glass.</p>
<p>&nbsp;They said you, you went out and got yourself pregnant because you couldn&rsquo;t stand living down there in that low swamp with your brothers and sisters and your Daddy use to grab on you. They said you grabbed a knife one night and sliced his finger off when he reached for you and you left and found a man to marry. They said you never planned to keep him on and that is why he left.</p>
<p>I do love the scent of roses at night. They sneak up on you like a cat. What did you do?</p>
<p>I hit them. I swung and hit as many that were laughing as I could.</p>
<p>You were right to hit them. You are mama&rsquo;s angel and an angel has to protect her ward. They are lies. The town people always make fun of the country. They have no stories for themselves, so they make them up about us. Your father had no more to do here but be unhappy. He used to sit on this swing starring up at the stars whispering words I couldn&rsquo;t make out. When a bird stops singing happy, you just have to open up the door of the cage.</p>
<p>But what about your Daddy and your sisters?</p>
<p>No use talking bad about the dead, Elvis. The man walked up a hill and had stuff thrown at him all his life. He&rsquo;s resting now. And we all go to heaven, Elvis, Lord Jesus made that happen.</p>
<p>I know, Mama.</p>
<p>You come from good stock Elvis. Lonely hearts that are meant to give. You just keep your head above all that dirt but not as high as those laughing stars. And things will come by and by.</p>
<p>I love you, Mama.</p>
<p>I know, Elvis, but now it is time for me to clean up. You stay out here if you need a little more air, but your Mama wouldn&rsquo;t mind a little church song or hum. It is the best way not to think of hurts.</p>
<p>I will sing, Mama.</p>
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